Archive for August, 2015

I Just had a weird dream. My wife, Tamiko, and I were on our way to a Walmart in N. Dakota when we discover that the store has been replaced by a coal fired but low emission power plant,. I am excited that a use has finally been found for all that ND lignite. We go there and the place is still selling stuff including a really cool paper shredder. Somehow Tamiko has gone off somewhere and I am talking to some guy about the shredder and how I am to get it without annoying Tamiko since I already have a perfectly good shredder at home. He suggests that he drive me home and that we discuss it en route. I tell him that of course that can’t work because I would then be at home and Tamiko and our car at this Walmart cum power plant. Tamiko shows up and makes the reasonable suggestion that instead of going home my friend and I go for coffee to discuss the shredder problem and celebrate ND having found a use for lignite. We both think this very funny since it makes so much sense and agree that women just don’t understand that getting something cool that we want has nothing to do with needing the item. Good thing I woke up before buying the shredder. She’d have murdered me.

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Belisarius Resigns His Command

Mirages of God

Momma’s Sick

John and Mary

The Old Mirror

Mr. Twilling’s Snow

Terri’s First Story – Marcus Aurelius

Terri’s Second Story – Le Chat de Villahardoir

Terri’s Third Story – Polyphemus and Galatea

Hope

Terri’s Fourth Story – Elymbos, Karpathos

The Woods

Johanna The Christmas Whore

Beth Gets a Fur for Christmas

Death

Just-another-murder-in-Manhattan

The Road to Andorra

Gallipoli – Troy

MURDER
There had been a killing down the street. Depending on one’s attitude that was a terrible thing: “On this block? Oh, my God.” Or else exciting in a grim way: “Did you hear? Some drug dealer got his.”

To most people though it was just a part of life in the city: Walk quickly without seeming to hurry. Don’t make eye contact. Don’t show any interest in anything. By the next morning water cooler chit chat had returned to baseball and TV, the office management, and who was doing who. The same was the case with those who lived on the street. The victim had been a nice guy or an asshole, or had problems. He’d been in St Vincent’s Hospital or Bellevue Psychiatric, or some prison in Pennsylvania. Soon conversation would turn to more pressing problems and prospects.

To the medical examiner the body on the table was routine. Name: unknown. Sex: male. Age: about 25. Medical conditions: nothing major observed. No indication of drug use. Cause of death: puncture wound just below the heart and a knife slash of the carotid artery probably administered as the victim fell after being wounded in the chest. Immediate cause of death: major loss of blood from two wounds.

To the two detectives sent to investigate there was also little to note. There were no witnesses. The corpse had been found by an early morning jogger in a side alley at 770 West 43rd street. Word on the street was that he was a gangster wannabe who had been dealing without gang permission. They wrote up their report, filed it, and then ate lunch at Dina’s Diner near the Midtown North precinct house. The only thing they’d uncovered that morning was how pissed people who’d worked all night were to be awakened, even at 11:00 AM.

Detective Bruce Myers gave his partner his share of the check and walked into the cold street leaving Matt Johnson to finish a third coffee and pay the tab. The diner was old fashioned, modeled after a railroad car. It had aluminum siding and was raised on a concrete platform. It was “boarded” by walking up three cement steps. Next to the steps was a pottery planter which might have had something flowering in it in spring but now just held some dead weeds and a crumpled cigarette pack. The sidewalk was filthy though Myers hadn’t noticed that until today.

Headquarters might want him to question more of the street people. Not that he’d learn anything. Nor did it matter. The dead man was just another small time dealer, usually an addict himself. The ME had made a point of noting that the victim had not appeared to be a user though. That was unusual and might mean something. Word on the street had been that he was new and unwelcome. From out of town though no one knew from where. Perhaps he’d been too stupid or naive to know that he was risking his life. Perhaps he’d been in debt and had needed money. Perhaps, perhaps, Myers told himself that it didn’t matter. It didn’t matter either that the guy had been not that much younger than he himself. Still in his twenties but with no indication of drug use. The thought bothered him in a way that detectives do not usually take death on the city streets personally. Most of the dealers were in their twenties. Few survived longer. Either they went to prison for something or they died at St Vincent’s. Very occasionally one would get sober and find a life. The others were just lost and it didn’t matter. Even those they’d known on the street took their deaths in stride. Most didn’t expect to survive all that long either.

Like Myers, street people had no family and no real girlfriends. Those who’d fathered children had either left them or been thrown out of their homes. Like Myers they had no-one to care about them. Myers’ own idea of a good time was nothing but a few drinks with other officers after work. Most of these went home early though; they had families. A few still held onto a belief in a God of some sort and shared their belief with their five and eight and ten year olds. He didn’t. All he had was getting drunk, occasionally with some whore. When he went to his apartment that night he thought for a long time about himself and the dead man while cleaning his service revolver. Then he shot himself.

Death walked the streets like a nun watching for bad little boys to discipline. Death opened a church door and drifted in. Like a storm cloud he spread his gloomy self over many. He did skip over some, mostly those whose demise would not greatly upset the others. Instead he picked out a child here, a mother there, and as many of the beautiful as he could. How different they would look in a few days; their flesh would turn gray even before they closed their terrified eyes for the last time and surrendered into his grasp. Then would come decay. The living would bury the dead of course, but beneath the new green grass their faces would drip away, leaving only rotting meat; then that too would be gone, eaten by maggots.
Stephen Foster had asked the eternal question in song: Why must the beautiful ever weep? Why must the beautiful die? Life had no answer. Life knows sunshine and butterflies and green grass but nothing of death. It is said that dying is but a part of life. Horse shit.
Oh optimists, you who will not face the end; what answer have you that is not simply a wish based upon nothing but blind hope and fear?
Ask the fat maggots. Without the beautiful children they would starve. God provides for his creatures, great and small alike.

A generation that changed America: Bond, King, Wilkins, Marshall, Randolph, Abernathy, Farmer, et al. Too many of us only know Dr King’s name but each of these did enormous good each in his own way. I firmly believe that M L King Day should be renamed Civil Rights Day to honor all who worked, were jailed, and sometimes beaten or killed for the same dream. Not a dream of racial separation as some later black power advocates wanted because they did not have faith in Dr King’s Christian ethics or in America, but one of understanding and integration.

http://www.nytimes.com/2015/08/17/us/julian-bond-former-naacp-chairman-and-civil-rights-leader-dies-at-75.html?emc=edit_na_20150816&nlid=3146481&ref=headline

Trump likes to rile people, and succeeds. That’s the only reason I keep writing about him. I should ignore him but somehow can’t. So why is Trump so obnoxious? Because he can’t get the nomination but can’t bear to be a loser. Ergo, be a jerk and be able to say he was pushed out by those in the media who couldn’t abide straight talk. By the way, Donald, stop confusing opposition to excess political correctness – which most of us hate – with being rude, crude, and simply ungentlemanly. Didn’t your Dad ever tell you that it is most unbecoming even in a spit and sawdust bar?

GOP August 3, 2015

The Republican hopefuls resemble nothing so much as a bunch of spoiled children. Much as I hate to say so, Jeb Bush looks like the only adult among them. Personally, I still like Ike and would vote for him in the blink of an eye if he were still alive… or for Robert kennedy, or even Ronald Reagan… all of them men of honor (mensch) who cared about something more than belly aching on a big stage.

Ice Cream Trump August 3, 2015

I just made myself an ice cream soda. Bryers vanilla and chocolate in coffee soda. Tasted like heaven. If the Donald wants to do some good with his billions he could provide this to kids in boiling hot Sudanese refugee camps. It would do more for America’s image and to undercut the propaganda of our enemies than any number of government programs providing the necessities of life. Like the candy bomber did for America’s image in the wreckage of post war Germany. We are so spoiled.